Since a couple of weeks I have been grieving.....
When I was younger, someone I love very dearly and who is very close to me, tried to commit suicide twice.
Especially the second time, I had (and even still have, although it is approx. 20 years ago) the tendency to say 'when she committed suicide'.... She is still living, thankfully.
This time however she has decided to take her life in a different way.
However much I try to accept and respect this decision, I start blubbering the minute I think about it.
I don't go on facebook anymore, as I am grieving the minute I read a post about it, it makes me so very sad to loose someone who was probably the closest to me as it can be.........
I love her all the same, and will always do, but right now I just don't know what to do.
If you read this: I love you hun´, with all my heart. I hope I will find you back one day....
